Nat a lie’s blog.

New/old/revised goals!

I’m getting contacts sometime this week! or at least going in to see about them. <33. I want to go into prom looking glamorous and girly, and without the glasses will blow everyone away. I’m really not into many people at my school, but I want to do something fairly shocking before I leave. Especially since I never got to get senior pictures done.

I’m very particular about where I want to work. I would work with cds/games, clothes, but mainly I want to start out in childcare. I’m gonna take a look into Fred Meyer daycares, I’m assuming you have to be at least 18, but it could still be an option, I’m just worried that it’s the type of place that wouldn’t need much help. Along with that I’m checking out other part time childcare establishments in the area. If not working part-time before I graduate, I want to at least have some options for something more full time by June. There’s another preschool on the same street as my school that I’m told is usually looking for help, and I will look into it besides being really annoyed with one of the girls from my school who works there. I can’t stand her, but the hours must be fairly flexible even though I don’t have early release like the other girls.

I want to have my permit before I graduate! But more likely than not it’ll have to just be before I turn 18. My friends driving has inspired me, and the more I visualize it when I’m with them, the less scared I feel about being out on the streets.

I’ve completed my goal in being happy with my body. I’m still pushing, but I’ve gained so much self control. I’ve got some real confidence, and I can’t wait til tanning weather! I’ve never been fake tanning and I’m not sure I would.

Ooo and I need to learn how to braid my hair! I’m trying extra hard to be a real girl. and my pink/purple/blue braids have gained a fanbase.